So I been trying to exercise with my knee hurting but, it's not going so well. I went to doctors and there is nothing they can do really. So I am doing a home rountine set up by physical therapist. I really don't know if I can handle not losing weight right now. I am trying but, my old habits are sneeking back up on me because I feel so lost. I keep hoping there will be a light at the end of the tunel but, so far all I see is darkness. A week ago today the strip mall I work in caught on fire. Our store suffered damage. Now I can't work til the end of month if I'm lucky. I feel like the whole world is coming down on me. I try to keep postive about it all but, I am so lost I can't stay postive. The stress of finding a career and job that would be better for my knee and going to school for that career is bad. I feel like I am starting over. I really don't know what I should do and am praying alot right now. I will continue to try to lose weight, hopefully I can find a pool that I can swim in for exercise soon. Until then I am going to try workout videos I have at home and the rountine the therapist gave me...